This is one of those sleepless nights again :(
So here I am, all alone, lying on my bed with a gazillion thoughts running through my mind.
I swear I really I wish I could tell you every single thing that’s been lingering on this helpless mind of mine. How I wish I could show you the feelings I’m feeling inside my heart.
But what can a girl do, when she’s not strong enough to watch the one she loves break? What can I do, when I know what I say would kill you inside?
I’ve known you for years and we’ve been such good friends. I’ve had boys walked in and out of my life. You had girls walked in and out of yours. Who would’ve thought that one day we would be standing side by side, hand in hand, just us against the world?
Love …
Who can tell me what Love really is?
Even on a Monday morning class with the most boring teacher, on a freezing cold or scorching hot weather, and on my PMS, a little hello from you would paint the biggest smile on my face. That’s how much I like talking to you :)
They say there’s heaven on earth. Well boy, I found mind in your eyes <3<3
Missing you. The most terrible, yet greatest feeling in the world.
I feel horrible, miserable, insufferable, missing every bits of you,
but I’m also grateful to have someone so special and one of a kind to miss.
I like it when you talk to me about your problems. It shows that you trust me enough to talk about it. I think. :)
At times, I had this crazy urge to just want to scream and tell you how I really feel. How you’re the best thing in my life, and how I wish you would be mine. But then I’m afraid to hear your reply.